Expectations Meet Reality
I Have a Lot to Learn!
When I was awarded my Fund for Teachers Fellowship, I received a journal from the Dalio Foundation with a Mark Twain quote on the cover, which became more significant to me as the trip I planned was becoming an intimidating reality. These words from the quote were a helpful reminder as I began my adventure:
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream, Discover.”
As I prepared to leave the comforts of home to live with strangers in an effort to improve my Spanish language skills, I needed to remember the importance of embracing the unknown.
When I decided to plan this language learning experience in Costa Rica, I felt pretty confident that my knowledge of the Spanish language was strong and that immersion into the Spanish-speaking world would help me to unleash my inner fluent speaker. Upon my arrival at the home of my host family, when they told me that they, in fact, spoke no English,the magnitude of my challenge dwarfed my remaining optimism. I had traveled all day and could barely make myself understood. My hosts were very kind, but my inability to communicate effectively was unnerving.
I have now completed my second day of classes and am pleased that I can now carry on simple conversations with my hosts - Mama Tica Alexandra and Papa Tica Jairo. At least I am no longer so flustered that I forget to ask “como se dice?” (I know "como" needs an accent but I'm still working on the keyboard skills).
Living with this family has given me cultural insights that I could not have gotten staying in apartment or Airbnb. On Monday night, my first full day here, Alexandra and Jairo took me next door to a relative’s house for a funeral ceremony. Sarah, a student who is staying with the family, told me (in English) that the ceremony was for the 30th day since the death of a relative (I wasn’t confident enough in my Spanish skills to ask my hosts at the time). The house was set up with white folding chairs and there were flowers at the front of the room. When we arrived the room was already full, so we sat in chairs arranged in an adjoining room - it felt like being in the overflow room at church, where you can hear the “action” but can’t see it. The ceremony had already begun and someone was leading a prayer and then the group would respond. It went on for awhile and I participated to the best of my ability - repeating “Santa Maria” with the crowd and feigning understanding by moving my mouth for the remainder of the recitation - a move perfected in elementary school music class when I forgot the song lyrics. Afterward the family swiftly served a dinner of Costa Rican Tamales, marinated vegetables, and coconut cookies to everyone. I wish that I had pictures to share, but it seemed inappropriate to take photos in that setting.
Yesterday, after class I went on a city tour of Heredia, the city where my school Centro Panamericano de Idiomas is located. Today, I toured Cafe Britt, the first gourmet coffee roaster in Costa Rica. Our tour guides explained how the growing conditions in Costa Rica support the production of the best quality coffee and I learned techniques to identify the aromas and flavors in coffee.
Fund for Teachers Fellow 2019






